Very Tough, It Did Get Too Much In The End: Kohli's Reflects On Captaincy Pressure

Very tough, it did get too much in the end: Kohli's reflects on captaincy pressure (Image Source: IANS)

Royal Challengers Bengaluru: Former India and Royal Challengers Bengaluru captain Virat Kohli said that he moved away from the leadership role after more than eight years as it was getting "really tough" for him to meet the demands of it.

Kohli first led the U-19 Indian team to the U19 World Cup in 2008 and then went on to take up the leadership role for his franchise as well as India. The talismanic batter did exceptionally well in the leadership role for India but failed to lift the title for RCB.

“At one point, it did become tough for me because there was just too much happening in my career. I was captaining India for a period of 7-8 years. I captained RCB for 9 years. There were expectations on me from a batting perspective in every game that I played. I didn't have this sense that the attention was off me," Kohli said on RCB Podcast – Mindset of a Champion.

"If it wasn't captaincy, it would be batting. I was exposed to it 24x7. It did get very tough on me, and it did get too much in the end. That's why I stepped down because I felt like if I've decided I want to be in this place, I need to be happy. I need to have a space in my life where I can just come and play my cricket without being judged, without being looked at as what are you going to do this season and what's going to happen now," he added.

The 36-year-old said that his association with RCB since the inception of the tournament is more than any silverware. “For me, what's more valuable is the relationship and the mutual respect that has been created over so many years (with RCB). And I'm just going to say it now, whether we win or we don't win, it's fine. This is my moment. The love that I've received from the fans, I don't think any silverware, or any trophy can come close to that because the impact of that love from people hits you very different to winning something and the next morning it's all gone. This, I feel, will stay with me for life," Kohli said.

Reflecting on Mark Boucher’s impact on his game as a youngster, the former captain said the Proteas wicketkeeper-batter identified his short ball trouble and tried to overcome it.

“Mark Boucher had the biggest impact on me as a young player. He was the only one who came in with the mindset to genuinely help young Indian players. He identified my weaknesses without me even asking and said, ‘You need to work on the short ball, no one will give you a chance in international cricket if you can't pull.’ He kept working with me relentlessly, and I started improving.

"I still remember him telling me, ‘If I come to commentate in India four years from now and don’t see you playing for India, you’d be doing a disservice to yourself.’ That really pushed me to keep getting better.”

On breaking into the Indian team and the guidance from Gary Kirsten and MS Dhoni, Kohli said he got backing from both of them to play at no. 3 during the initial stage of his international career.

“I was very realistic about my abilities. Because I had seen a lot of other people play. And I did not feel like my game was anywhere close to theirs. The only thing that I had was determination. And if I wanted to make my team win, I was willing to do anything. That was the very reason I got chances to play for India initially. And Gary and MS made it very clear to me that we are backing you to play at number three.

On breaking into the Indian team and the guidance from Gary Kirsten and MS Dhoni, Kohli said he got backing from both of them to play at no. 3 during the initial stage of his international career.

Article Source: IANS